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Hi Norma I am having a lazy day today, I worked hard yesterday, 5 surgeries and a patient who came back at 5 bleeding. Anyway I came home to just go out to a dental dinner afterward, home at 10:30. I think I also have a sinus infection and put myself on some antibiotics. I am hoping to go out to do the Spring Migration Count tomorrow, it may just be pouring rain. There are two Egrets here at Albert Bridge I may take a drive and have a look. I have been doing well. Ernie and I were exchanging a lot of emails but he really doesn't say anything. I have tried and tried in the past to engage him in some kind of discussion and but all I'd get was that he has "issues". Very obtuse and vague. So I make a decision last week to stop all of that. He still handles the book keeping for the practice and does a good job. The corporate return goes in by June 30 if not before. But I am not going to exchange any non-book keeping communication with him any more. I have found that it puts me on an emotional roller coaster and I don't need that. Some of his behavior has been kind and caring and I begin to interpret it as he's working on the relationship but then he does things like clean out the house without telling me and then I got an unexpected email from his lawyer at the middle of the day. This stuff makes me angry and emotional. So I have informed him of my decision to step off the roller coaster, get real with my life. I've read that people who leave like Ernie did, planned it way ahead of time. So I think he was way ahead of me emotionally the whole time. He had himself sorted out and decisions made. I have spent way too much time on this "Ernie" issue and he's not worth it. I was out with my dental colleagues last night and it felt so good. Most are good friends and obviously long term friends. My practice does really well. I intend to just chill for the next year and just enjoy my life, not make any big decisions. I do feel like I rattle around in the big big house. I wish there were more alternatives here in CB, like a nice condo or rental where I could be with my pets but there is just not. Hopefully this summer I will take over the condo in Halifax and enjoy that. I may rent it for a few years I don't know. I am really looking forward to Bermuda next week. The break should do me good, I haven't been away yet this winter. Santa Fe is another great adventure. They have over 300 art galleries and 30 museums, and an out door opera house! Lots of culture and natural beauty. One of my Rotary friends goes there every year and this year's trip may over lap with my stay there. I will be on campus though doing my workshop. I have looked at my year and scheduled off lots of time. I am hoping we can connect. I have July 1st off of course but also the rest of the week after that. And I have about a week and a half after I come back from Santa Fe. If you don't come up to CB perhaps I will venture down your way. I had a landscaper up today who will edge, clean out and mulch my beds, tidy the property and get things looking great. I have to go in today or tomorrow for groceries. Other than that it's kinda dull. I have to pack of course as well and get myself organized. I have my hat and sunblock ready, my shorts and a few books for vegging. Hope all is well with you, rest assured I am so much better and really over my bad winter. Looking very much forward to a great summer, and hey, we ARE GOING TO HAVE GREAT WEATHER!!!!!!!!!!! Thanks for all your support, you're great, like having a sister( one who cares) Love ya lots lynn
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